~depressed mode~

Motherhood isn't a breeze at all times..

I woke up every hour yesterday night because for no reasons, Daniyal coughed a lot. I think he has caught the flu bug again.. What became worst was the FACT that his Chinese Language teacher in childcare, did not bathe him in school on Monday and he came back home smelling like one rotten dead fish.. seriously.. after all the acitivities that he had done in school, the teacher can overlook something as important as bathing him and put on for him a frest set of uniform that Mom always prepare in his school bag.. HFMD?? Hm.. it happens because teachers or child care givers themselves ain't anal about hygiene.. *angry*

And when I woke up almost every hour or shall I say every time he coughed, Hub can continue his sleep selfishly.. It was at 3am that I finally woke Daniyal up and gave him the cough syrup.. While in the kitchen, I heard him vomit and instantly I heard Hub woke up and scolded him..

Scolded a child for vomitting? An action that wasn't done on purpose??

Overboard... Too overboard!!!

Daniyal was in a mess and was looking at his Dad with his confused look and wondering why his Dad acted that way towards him.. *angry, again* So I did the unthinkable at 3am in the morning.. Grabbed Daniyal, washed him up and slept with him in his room, on the small bed... together.. and every hour after that I woke up to check on him.. all these, oblivious to Hub who I think was sleeping happily that his sleep will not be disturbed further.. *rolled eyes*

I finally am believing that Guys will only 'matured' when they turn 30 and above.. However my Aunt will always tell me.. whenever I complain to her..

.."Give him time, he'll Learn"..

Until when?!

(*_*)