i have feelings too, you know..

i guess the title says it all.. that although i'm a jovial and chirpy person, i too have feelings. how can you expect me to tolerate some nonsense?

i shall just name them PEEPS.. people who peeps into other people's lives and pass unnecessary comments to scare them off.. to these PEEPS, GET A LIFE!

i know i'm having twins and i know how high the risks of having complications when you're having multiples. do you think i'm the sort of person who takes my pregnancy very lightly and just be proud and announce to the world " look at me, i'm having twins.. ain't that WONDERFUL? " no dearies, i did my homework OK? and all the risks of complications that are affiliated with multiples pregnancy, i am so very the aware of.. do you know that during my free time i googled for information? Babycentre & Motherhood forum have been my most visited sites for the past 7 months? Do you know that i have never once thought that carrying multiples or singleton is different? Yes, to a certain aspect.. but the complications can happen to anyone, multiples or not. So, do get this FACT right!

The next favourite question is: What if your pregnancy doesn't make it to at least 34weeks?? Dearies, if it happens, it happens.. When I discovered my twin pregnancy, i'm willing to go ALL OUT, no matter how hard it will be for me.. Yes, I know some of you who are having twins either choose to go on No Pay Leave and stay home while tending to your pregnancy, good for you.. and there are those who go on hospitalisation leave from 24 weeks onwards, good for you too.. cos I know by the 26th weeks, it can be hard on you BUT please, don't judge ME just because I am currently still working despite being pregnant at 27 weeks.. it doesn't mean that my pregnancy is easier as compared to the rest. Read this, while some of you are first time moms, I am already a mother of 1.. so whose job do you think is easier? Yours or mine?? You judge.. since you love to judge so much! I choose NOT to listen to anyone else opinions except for my gynae. If he thinks I should rest, I'll rest. If he thinks I can still go to work until the 32nd week of gestation, I'll go.. In every pregnancy, all we want is the BEST but if God has other plans for us, with faith, we have to accept it and these can happen to all, wether or not u are a full time employee or a SAHM.. geddit?

Another favourite question: Who's taking care of them once your maternity leave is over? Wooo.. I'd love to tell them that I have a maid at home who will tend to them and to my home as well.. I'd love to tell them how 'a bed of roses' it will be for me since i have a domestic helper.. Grr.. well dearies, I DON'T! Nobody will be taking care of them except for me and my lovely mom.. my lovely mom who said NO! to a domestic helper which means an additional 'head' in the family and an additional 'expenses' for me and my hubby.. my lovely mom who always think of us and our well being, my lovely mom who is very sure she can handle all of my 3 children as long as I PLAY A PART IN IT AND NOT RELY ON HER TOTALLY!! *panting* i think i'm gonna have high blood pressure sooner or later.. and the best thing is, PEEPS think i'm burdening my lovely mom.. like, who knows my mom better? THEM? Do they actually know what goes behind the scene?? What we discussed? What we agreed on? How we are going to manage the time? Do they?????

Why? Why do people always COMPARE? I just so hated it!!!!

Earlier on, I googled on 'babies born at 28weeks'.. and I guess, i'd better stop here.. because come Monday, I'll be in my 28th week and of course, I wouldn't want them to come out earlier although I can't wait to see them.. I so the angry you know.. :(

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!